Starting out new

And so my blog has a new look. It's cleaner and more plain. It almost looks bald. Hahah. At least it's something new. I was getting a tad bit tired of the old layout. So here it is. Layout #3.
I was considering putting a song into my blog until I remembered how I get annoyed myself with songs on blogs, so I'm not going to put it. Hahaha. Unless I have a sudden change in mind.
Anyways...
Man, It's been a long time since I've actually seen my blog. I thought I'd blog (at the very least) once a month, but no. I can't. Blogging is time consuming and often I'm too expressive. By the time I finish typing the whole thing out, My mood changes and I feel like what I had just typed was crap so I don't publish it. I think the trick is to keep the posts short. So that's what I'll do from now on.
School...is school.
The more I talk about the more sick of it I get. Today is actually one of the very few days when I don't have any homework to worry about, so I'm not going to even think of homework or any work.


Just a short abstact thing I simply have to write- Don't mind it, it's just blabber I have to get out in the open-:

It's strange how things change right when you don't want them to and how things don't change whn you want them to.
It's difficult for me to mantain what I have right now.
I've already lost so much. The very bit I still have I'm clenching on to.
I want this feeling to quickly pass painlessly.
I want to forget but I don't want to either.
It's something I'd be happy to remember but sad to have lost.
It was great while it lasted but I have a feeling it's about to end.
I can taste it. The end is definitely near.
It isn't one-fourth of what it used to be. It's true what they say 'you never know what you have until it's gone'. I can feel it slipping. It's going bit-by-bit.
Later, when it passes, should I rejoice or should I mourn my loss?
When you're gone, I'd be free.
But do I really want to free myself from you?
With every end, something new begins.
I'm starting out new.